Full Circle: Heritage (08/2010)

 

Oil on canvas - Öl auf Leinwand - Olajfesték vászonra
70 x 50 cm
Full Circle: Heritage  - Vollkreis: Erbschaft -
Teljes kör: Örökség

Does saying good-by mean releasing
the engrained illusion of love
the heartbreak of the hardest kind
loosing beloved ones
from whom you inherited all your essence and existence
Steppingstones
under your feet
chilly green brown moss
haggard pines
the source of your seemingly meaningless life
Rapid mountain torrent
in it rainbow trouts
forms the heart
forms the soul
Sustaining bridges on your way
keeping you between heaven and earth
Satellite among worlds
beyond brilliant stars and mist of time
roaming
Looking at you leaving
my life
Looking at you
for the last time
before leaving
forever
Looking at you
behind mist of tears
behind a shining, laughing camouflage
Looking at you flying away


Unspoken words cannot fill the clanging emptiness
You left too early
I would cry on your shoulder, I would shout at you for leaving all that blankness behind
Now how easily I would say I love you
So that you know
So that you can be sure
You left too early
And I am so sorry, so very sorry for
Having left you all alone
Having left you behind


Meeting myself on the street
a pale and lifeless silhouette
You are going to hold my hands
tight


In the end.